Cold Feet

It's almost 1 AM and I know I need to get back to "eating right and exercising" tomorrow.

It's a constraint that I'm going to say yes to.

The freedom of eating anything and everything I want has only gotten me a big belly and trouble with my heart and other organs.

I feel intimidated by the thought of publishing every day for the rest of my life.
A lifetime commitment.

Feels like I'm getting cold feet the night before the wedding.

Am I going to leave myself at the altar?